Sometimes in life things  don't go exactly as planned. After going to college I thought I could find a job

right away and everything would be great. I was wrong, like a lot of thing,but thats a different story.

I've been job hunting like crazy and nothing. Not even my externship store didn't want me. Welcome to

adulthood. Some days it's my own fault beacuse I'm too lazy to actually hand in my resume. Therefore

I'm appling everywhere online. But above all else whatever happens God has a perfect plan for my life

and I'm trusting him fully. No matter what job I get no matter where it is it will be perfect and God has

it all under control!

On another hand Its hard being a social person. Its hard tring to be yourself without not knowing if they

will resopnd possitivly or negativly. My goal this year is to better at talking to people and making new

friends! I'm not afriad! Time to spread my wings and fly as much as I can and if I stumble Its okay I

will just get back up and go again!

Light switch

Some times friends can be like a light switch, where when the switch is off. You don't really know what is going on or if you are a third wheel friend, a back up friend , a last resort friend . Your in the dark. Your lost and confused not knowing what to do.
Then on the other hand the light is on. Your eyes can see,you can tell what is going on around you. You become the best friend , the texting / calling friend, the friend everyone wants around . The light is brighter and things are looking good but then the light gets switched back to off , then what? Do you hold And wait for on again the light...
Do you go to a light that is permanently switched to on?